On Easter day my mum is going out of town to a fancy spa with my step dad and her parents, whilst I will spend 4+ painfully hard hours with my relatives from my fathers side who hate my guts and think I’m being a little shit for not eating all the stuff (which contains MEAT ALL THE FUCKING TIME) they make.
Totally looking forward to it mhm.
I always see other people posting about how their significant other is so cute and this and that and then I get a little sad but then I remember that the person that I like the most has the cutest face ever and we are going to meet soon and everything will be awesome so then I start to cry because of the warm feeling in my stomach.
Wow whAT A PANSY.
I AM GOING TO SEE THE PERSON THAT MAKES ME THE HAPPIEST ON VALENTINES DAY AND THEN FOR SOME DAYS OH MY GOD I AM ACTUALLY CRYING OH MY SHIT FUCK CUNT BALLS HUKJM<OHIHIJLJKLK JESUS CHRIST
Things that happened to me in 2012
- found a lot of great people and made awesome friends
- got a kitten named after me
- and a hamster named after me
- got into therapy
- tried to kill myself
- didn’t succeed
- got together with Noah
- got drunk at a family party
- that’s it
- my life
- is
- not
- interesting
wait
i’m 17
so young but
so fucking old at the same time
Feeding my melancholia with Marilyn Manson’s “Eat Me, Drink Me” album, a bottle of cranberry flavoured water, 3 sweaters and 5 pillows, while hiding under a duvet. I hate feeling drained and like I’m missing a piece of myself, gross.
I just realised I’m meeting Noah for the first time in a little less than two months and I’m crying asjhkjhkjhj ｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡
Ok guys, look.
I want to do the xmas postcard thing just like last year again. So if you’d like me to send you a post card and you send me one in return, feel free to inbox me, even if we’ve never talked before. It was fun last year, let’s make it fun this year as well!
